Short Online Diary Entry #10 - Music theory for probably the 5th time again

Yeah, I'm doing another round of music theory self-study again. I'm dedicating a notebook to it, even. This is likely mainly because I've gone back to watching some music theory/analysis/etc. channels on YouTube again. I've been feeling really inspired to compose again and also get into understanding music altogether.

Speaking of which, all this has been making me want to actually overcome this one area of my shyness where I'm too shy to get back to piano lessons again. My dad says he might still have some contact with the piano tutor I had back in primary school (I last played with her back in 2014). A bit nervous, but I really want to consider it.